Maybe being more religious? My grandmother definitely seems so confident in moments like these. Maybe I should go to the doctor more often? I think I'd rather just die in silence. I should just spend time with her, right? It might seem trivial, but every day is a gift and we take it for granted. Especially with the older members of our families, we never associate our families with death because usually we don't have any either, and by the time you do it may be too late. So now I know that I can't take any day for granted when it comes to my family and I need to spend more time with them because no one will ever truly know when their last day might be..