Topic > Abstinence Reflection Paper - 1090

Did you notice that the second word in the title is “chocolate”? I made sure to bring items that weren't chocolate. I brought two different types of cookies and there was some fruit…..there I partook of the non-chocolate items, and then…I found the Oreos with chocolate filling. At that point I convinced myself that the likelihood of finding Oreos with a chocolate center again was slim to none, so I made a conscious decision to go ahead and eat an Oreo. I've heard that an addict starts where he left off abusing the drug of his choice **quote**, I wanted to keep eating chocolate after the first part, because, well, it's good. But I stopped at one because I felt guilty and slightly judged by my friends. I don't even know why I looked at the food at the event, an alcoholic or drug addict probably wouldn't look at a buffet of their favorite drug or drink. The very fact that I made the decision to stay there and consider all my “non-options” implies that I was moving towards one