I don't want to go with the flow and go wherever life takes me, I want to chart my own path and make my life the way I want it. I want to know why I make certain decisions, what I'm capable of, and why I think a certain way. I want to be aware and attentive to the world and environment I am in and have opinions that I can support with facts when conversing with a person. This feeling of floating in life and not being fully awake is a problem for my well-being and could evolve into a problem in my professional life as well. By becoming aware of my decision making I think I can eliminate this feeling and walk my own path